I feel like my blood pressure is soaring.  I graduate from college in 9 days.

I'm currently hiding from my homework.  I literally came up to my office to get away from my textbooks and study guides.  haha!  My motivation is GONE!  If I make a 70 on the test I have tomorrow, I'll be 100% satisfied.  SAD!

I really hate that song "Promiscuous Girl" but I heard part of the lyrics today.  Nelly says that chivalry is dead.  Yeah right.  It's alive and kickin.  Do you know how important that is for me?!  Just Saturday I was talking to my friends about it.  I'd like to give a nice shout out to Devin and Erik who never let me open a door.  Y'all are great!! :)  I have the best guy friends, and for those guys out there who think they don't have to treat a lady well, get over yourself- we love it.  For me, it's one of the most attractive qualities. :)

I got an interview in Houston on May 9 with Continental Airlines.  I'm trying not to get my hopes up because I think a ton of people are interviewing, but they're flying me down there and everything!  Holy crap- me as a flight attendant- way cool!!!  Right now, it's the only job I would take that's not in Colorado.  If I don't get it, I'm holding out for the Springs. :)

In the midst of all my joys, I'm pretty bummed.  I'm moving away from some of my favorite people ever.  Though I love change, I'm not sure I'll ever have this dynamic again.  Plus, I've been doing some soul searching/reflection lately, and I'm just sad about other things too.  I found a letter today that I wrote in January/February-ish that I never sent.  So weird.  Life changes so fast.

I'm not sure if I'm ready for this much change right now.

Christen

I'm stressed.

When all I really want to do is play and enjoy my friends, I'm stuck doing tons and tons of homework.  I have 25 days until graduation, and I'm trying to make the best of it.  But I seriously think it may be my most stressful 25 days yet.  I made a list today of all the projects and papers I have left (this does not include daily quizzes and tests), and it came to 7.  One of these is a project which is an incredibly lengthy account of my life for developmental psychology, and one is a 12+ page paper for human sexuality.  I also have an 8 page book report for abnormal psychology (which I haven't read) and a journal project for human sexuality.  The other 3 are fairly small, but I still have to do them!  ahh!!

Tired of me whining yet??  haha  Oh well, the end is in sight.  25 days.  Holy freakin crap.

Christen