Sunday, July 25, 2010

Tired much?

What a week! I have been to Maypearl to Kerrville and back since Monday. I have to say I am beyond exhausted. I still haven't had a solid night's sleep, but I have high hopes for this evening. :)

This week was church camp. Camp, for me growing up, was the most wonderful time of year. I remember climbing on the bus to go home each summer and dreading the fact that I had to wait a full year to come back. I love camp. Still do.

Something powerful happens at camp. There are no distractions from home, no tv, no jobs, no homework. Camp exhausts you to the point where you're vulnerable and willing to be vulnerable with other people...and especially God. Camp is a week to be a kid, get dirty, play, and have no cares. It truly feels magical. Did I mention I love camp?

I didn't think I was going to get to go this year because of work and school, but something in me was determined to go. So against better financial and academic judgement, I went. And I'm so thankful I did.

That "missing piece" that I've felt for a while...it feels whole. I couldn't put my finger on it prior to this week, but now it makes sense. It's the ashes, the things that weigh us down. I've tried to carry it for too long, and those burning embers under the ash couldn't breathe. It's time to let them be exposed.

I also built and strengthened relationships within our youth group. We have amazing leaders and students, and I'm so honored to know them.

This weekend, Scotty and I went to Kerrville for my cousin Jill's wedding. We had a blast!!! Seriously, one of the best receptions ever! :)

I'm tired. Scotty's driving right now, and I'm wearily staying awake. 3 1/2 more hours til home. I miss my bed.

Much love.

Sunday, July 18, 2010

Another Day, Another Change

I've been waiting to tell you the news until I got the thumbs up from higher up (not God, just management), but I accepted the position of Assistant Manager at Chick-fil-A! I start on the 26th! I have to admit I'm nervous, and it means a lot of changes to my current life, but I'm excited, nonetheless.

I will not be returning to school in the fall. It was a hard decision process because we all know I moved home to go to school. But between thinking, praying, and discussions with the parents, I feel confident I'm making the right decision. I will be a licensed EMT-Intermediate at the end of this summer semester, so this hasn't all been for nothing. But I'm taking a pause. A breath, if you will. A moment to persue something different...because we all know how much I enjoy change and new jobs. :)

I'll be working nights, which has its pros and cons, so come see me!

Much love. And eat more chicken ;)