Today was a very hard day.  I went to my friend Angie's wedding in Terrell.  (Yes, this is the 5th wedding I've been to this summer.)  I'm an emotional wreck.  Angie was on Robbie's (my ex-boyfriend) basketball team, 3 of her bridesmaids were on the team and two of the other girls from the team showed up.  Everything about today reminded me of him.  I was there the day Angie announced her engagement to the team.  Even though Robbie didn't come, I thought about him the whole time.  Everything about our relationship went wrong.  My heart is still broken after 3 1/2 months.  I don't know how I will ever be able to give my heart away again.  This next year in Rockford is going to be an incredible time of healing; that I am sure of.

Christen